我知道 我知道 渺小的我們這輩子可能找不到

  看到宏安學長PO了關於228的文章，附上了一首叫做獨立日的歌，覺得好聽，就用KKBOX找到了叫做鄭宜農的歌手，聽了她相關的歌，邊聽邊畫一些圖。

  228這天的假日過得快，轉眼凌晨剛過，已經來到三月了。
  明天要去輔大參加魔術圈的盛事，我的腳踏車被偷了，又或是說我弄丟了，其實過了一個寒假，我也完全忘記我的腳踏車停在哪裡，本來想要騎腳踏車騎到輔大的，但看來只能改成溜直排輪過去了吧。(如果回程覺得會累就搭捷運好了)

  不知道為什麼想在FB打些什麼卻打不出來，我想打很多的字，想讓一些情感想法流露，卻又覺得那很羞恥，又或是會覺得見不得人，畢竟FB對我來說是一個公開的場合，會看到我想法的人從長輩到平輩到晚輩都有，在意著這些年齡層對我的各種看法，我該以成熟或是幼稚的口吻去表達我自己的想法，常常讓我打了字又刪掉，不斷地編輯 刪減 增字 挪位，想講些什麼卻又講不出什麼，是件令我感覺挫折的事。

  我相信之前看到LALA徐佳瑩在youtube上面講的一段話，對我們現在年輕人一個嚴重的問題是，資訊傳遞的方式太過便捷，訊息來的太快，情感像火花一樣燃燒得太快，太容易感動，但感動不夠深刻，記不了太久。

  有時陷入科技成癮症裡的我，流連在youtube、facebook...等，耽誤了正事。
  一個接著一個影片、一則接著一則訊息看，我笑、感動、悲傷、驚奇、快樂...，感受著暫時的歡愉，讓各種資訊充塞著感官世界，但是怎麼比，都不比實際與人接觸帶來的感覺。我相信實際與人相處帶來的感受會最為深刻。

  想起禮拜四晚上斑斑來上魔術社的社課，真的很久沒見到他，一時感到非常的懷念。
  他仍是像以前一樣地幽默風趣，帶來的魔術也非常神奇!
  一開頭就變了牌入寶特瓶，一看到我記的梅花四消失在牌堆，撕開寶特瓶的包裝紙，發現梅花色捲起來，出現在寶特瓶裡面，讓我被嚇的屁滾尿流。

  後來一連學了好幾個會傷到牌的魔術，但是效果很經典，即便會傷牌，但是是值得的。
  像是嘴巴找牌，很適合接商演的時候當餘興節目。
  最後大家玩著各種方式的射牌，活動中心406裡充盈著笑聲，我們都像是國小小朋友一樣不斷地凹牌，用牌的彈性，旋轉上空中。

  社課結束後大家一起邊收邊聊，弄到最後幾乎是最後離開活動中心的一群人。
  黃子軒想學折氣球所以叫我教他幾招，我折了棒棒糖、熊，後來開始玩一些用氣球變的舞台魔術，我想起之前氣球社去高雄社遊的時候，請林宏軒拍了一段即興的魔術，給子軒看，也給周珮琪看，他們的反應都是"怎麼可能，再一次!"

  "走!吃消夜"威哥提議地說。

  那段走去覓食的路上，總覺得有些懷念，周珮琪和我邊聊靠在一起，威哥、祐銘、子軒著神魔及其他。聽珮琪說她要去商店找老師，我們都好奇他們進展到哪裡了。

  我喜歡珮琪，只是那情感轉眼即逝，在知道她和老師交往後我便選放棄了喜歡她的心意。
  老師追走珮琪這件事，再兩三個月就要滿一年了吧? 還真是久呢。我想他們會一直在一起。

  我想2014年我會很忙，新一代設計展、搞氣球社、  魔術社、接case、學日文、社團評鑑、一些重課以及繁雜的作業...等等，弄得那麼忙，我想應該是沒辦法多修一個愛情學分吧。

  班上的人，或一群或一個人，走在不同的道路上。
  我不斷地選擇一個人的道路，小組的作業盡量一個人做。

  沒有什麼重點的一篇，也不知道想表達清楚的究竟是什麼東西。
  參雜一些過去和未來的想法，事情發生在昨天或是前天已分不太清楚。
  我留下的腳印，只怕無暇確認，已在轉瞬間消散。

For my roommate KOTA :

If the reason why you come back to 308(the dormitory you originally live) is merely need to taking your clothes and take a shower, and you don't sleep here, study here, chat with us anymore, well, why don't you just pack your clothes and move to 310 and never come back?

You say people there are friendly.
You say there is a guy sleep at home so that you can sleep his bed.
Then you go there and stay there about one month long.(I am pretty sure the behavior you do is against with the rule of dormitory.)

Anyway, the empty seat and dusty desk you left make us feel lonely.
I remember that we do have good time, but now it's not anymore.
I really hope you can come back, although it seems impossible from the day you left us until forever.

I found that the feeling of like gradually become to hate or even worse.
The relationship between us may have broken ,irrevocably.

sigh...

Midterm and blah blah blah

It's time for read.
The midterm drive me crazy and only thing I can do now is read, read and read.

<<Fundamentals of Database Systems>> is not really hard for me to prepare, but the range of test is too huge to walk through.

<<ALGORITHMS>>....fuck that! I have hundred of pages to read and the book is arrived until this Wednesday?! I even forgot I have order the book maybe two month ago.

Anyway, I can handle that. I have confidence to conquer all the subjects. This confidence based on my belief "Even though this subject is hard or I am not interesting about it, but I will PASS it."(再爛也要及格的意思) that is my attitude of test.

I am not sure my English is good or not, so maybe there are some obvious grammar mistakes occur or weird
words using in the wrong situation :C . If you can tell me, I'll appreciate that.

btw, the photo up there is drawn by myself.
I am glad that my hair is long enough to tie a horse tail :D

HELLO WORLD

I usually post something in Chinese not English.
But you know that English is worldwide language and almost everyone knows English right?
Luckily, during more than ten years English learning, I can simply translate what I thought from Chinese to English. So, communicate with foreigner is also easy for me.

I remember that last week's Wednesday, I met a Korean girl in the mountain climbing club, when I was playing guitar in guitar club.
Because she found 佳穎( my friend who like to speak Korean ) via Couchsurfing, so 佳穎 invite that Korean girl 賢貞 live in mountain climbing club.
Luckily, because I learn some Korean language, so I can talk with 賢貞, but most of time, we talk in English, than we talk in Chinese.

I really found that English is a very powerful language when you want to make some friends with foreigner guys, like Japanese( my roommate Kota is  from 鹿児島), Korean( 賢貞 come from Ulsan ), Australian( ABE, the magician I met in Perth ) even the guy who come from Belize( a country between Mexico and Guatemala ), we all talk in English.

I live in Taiwan, 20 years old, can speak in Japanese( 少し分かります... ), Korean( 어열다~! ) and English.
Like to perform magic, playing guitar and making friend with others.

If you're interesting with me, add me as friend, I'll be glad.